I want to star in spanking

I'm very introverted, but I have a burning to be naked and punished in spanking **, no masks. no hiding my features, everything shows...and I'm not looking for any pay and nothing simulated. My ** will turn red and I really will be whining and begging. Video or pictures, beat my ** in any media
There's more. of course I want women to spank me. but ** TS/TV/Cd, they can spank the ** out of me.....only after they've my ** red and sore, I want them to ** my **, give it a real banging, then ** in my ** or blow they' can blow their lo all over it. I bet I would get so turned, I'd even ** their ** and ask them to spray all over my face...and I would be photographed with my bare face coated in ** and ** all over and leaking from my red **. I kind of hope they have a friend so my two ends can be banged at the same time. I still think I'm basically straight, but I guess I'm a really kink explorer You think?