I Hate My Boyfriend

I've always loved him even though we've been through so many hurdles together, I knew I loved him, but recently I found out what a fraud he is and I've been questioning myself can one love someone lesser? To me its all in or nothing at all nothing in between, it's either I love you or I don't simple as that I don't know if this is a phase or permanent because I caught him cheating twice. The fact that he even say I love you to me when we're together disgust me, we've been together for over 6 years now and I don't mind throwing it away but I just want to be sure with my decision. Honestly, I confess I want to punch him in the throat and hurt him physically till he bleed and so does that mean I don't love him? Because I don't have the heart to do so to him, but I want to... I've always imagine ways of hurting him physically each time I think about him cheating, I don't always think of this just sometime when my mind decides to go there. I want to see him suffer for all his life because I feel like he doesn't deserve any love, he deserve to be treated badly, maybe not by me but at the same time I don't want to put all my energy in this because I don't gain anything from this either. It feels good to say this.... thanks for reading.

May 9

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  • I dated and lived wth a guy for 5 years . he cheated on me with all my so called friends even making one pregnant .

  • If he loved you, he wouldn’t of cheated EVER i know it’s cliche but it’s true

  • You are right to be angry but ok to some extent. you need to control your anger and stop thinking of revenge. life is not always right or wrong. nor it is to get even. true women are the winners at the end. please think it over so nothing back-fire on you. it is not about him-it is about you.

  • Your boyfriend is just that - a boy.
    If you ever want to chat, I’m a man.

  • Just confront him with the truth looking right in his eyes about what you feel. I wouldn't suggest to hurt him but if he is way over line then maybe its time to kick some b****.

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