I Hate My Boyfriend

I've always loved him even though we've been through so many hurdles together, I knew I loved him, but recently I found out what a fraud he is and I've been questioning myself can one love someone lesser? To me its all in or nothing at all nothing in between, it's either I love you or I don't simple as that I don't know if this is a phase or permanent because I caught him cheating twice. The fact that he even say I love you to me when we're together disgust me, we've been together for over 6 years now and I don't mind throwing it away but I just want to be sure with my decision. Honestly, I confess I want to punch him in the throat and hurt him physically till he bleed and so does that mean I don't love him? Because I don't have the heart to do so to him, but I want to... I've always imagine ways of hurting him physically each time I think about him cheating, I don't always think of this just sometime when my mind decides to go there. I want to see him suffer for all his life because I feel like he doesn't deserve any love, he deserve to be treated badly, maybe not by me but at the same time I don't want to put all my energy in this because I don't gain anything from this either. It feels good to say this.... thanks for reading.

May 9, 2021

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    If you ever want to chat, I’m a man.

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