Is this a fetish/kink or something to do with my mental health?
So i’m a woman on 23 and have some dreams about being hugged and comforted by any of my crushes(which is mostly fictional characters, cause i’m aromantic asexual). Especially if i had a bad day, being yelled at, dramatic moments, fights and if someone had hit on me. I’ve had those dreams since i was a child and especially when i was mentally abused by my classmate(it wasn’t a relationship but more like a friendship, i’ve never been in a relationship, had my first kiss, dated or had s** with anyone before. I’m still a virgin) i saw my fantasies as something i could escape from the reality.
I should also add that i have autism, are en empath/HSP so i don’t know if it has anything to do with this. Am i the only one who has this fetish or whatever it really is?