I hate the college experience!
I’m in my first year of college and hate it! I want to go home!
I’m the oldest of a big family and my parents are super strict. I attended a Christian HS and got a volleyball scholarship to a university 7 hrs from my family. I have a boyfriend and we’ve been together 2 years.
Most of my teammates are bi or lesbian. I have no problem with that so please take this wrong but I AM in a serious relationship!
My roommate’s a lesbian and dating a grad assistant for the women’s basketball team. They are always having ** in our room. Especially when I’m there! They keep asking me to join them but I decline because I have a boyfriend. They tell me ‘it’s not cheating’.
My teammates ridicule me for my strict up bringing and my religious beliefs. We were at a group event and I told them I’ve never been with a girl. That made things worse. Apparently, I’m the only one on the team that’s never kissed a girl. I’m constantly being told I need the experience of having ** with a girl. I tell them I’m in a relationship and I feel that would be cheating. Again, I was told ‘it’s not cheating’. I was also accused of being anti-LGBTQ and I’m not!
My teammates began treating me different. One Saturday night, I finally gave in and made out with Eyrin and she went down on me. I admit, I liked it. She insisted I return the favor and I did. I was nervous at first but she helped me so it wouldn’t be awkward. My roommate found out and now she insists I join her and Matty.
I did a terrible thing last weekend. I had too much to drink at a party and hooked up with a black guy from the track team. It was consensual and he used protection.
I told my parents I’m homesick and wanted to quit college but they got **. I got lectured about not ‘quitting’ my team. They also reminded me that I got a scholarship and they won’t be able to help me if I come home and attend a local college.
The guy from the track team has been bragging and keeps blowing my phone up with ‘dtf’ messages.