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I hate the college experience!
I’m in my first year of college and hate it! I want to go home!
I’m the oldest of a big family and my parents are super strict. I attended a Christian HS and got a volleyball scholarship to a university 7 hrs from my family. I have a boyfriend and we’ve been together 2 years.
Most of my teammates are bi or lesbian. I have no problem with that so please take this wrong but I AM in a serious relationship!
My roommate’s a lesbian and dating a grad assistant for the women’s basketball team. They are always having ** in our room. Especially when I’m there! They keep asking me to join them but I decline because I have a boyfriend. They tell me ‘it’s not cheating’.
My teammates ridicule me for my strict up bringing and my religious beliefs. We were at a group event and I told them I’ve never been with a girl. That made things worse. Apparently, I’m the only one on the team that’s never kissed a girl. I’m constantly being told I need the experience of having ** with a girl. I tell them I’m in a relationship and I feel that would be cheating. Again, I was told ‘it’s not cheating’. I was also accused of being anti-LGBTQ and I’m not!
My teammates began treating me different. One Saturday night, I finally gave in and made out with Eyrin and she went down on me. I admit, I liked it. She insisted I return the favor and I did. I was nervous at first but she helped me so it wouldn’t be awkward. My roommate found out and now she insists I join her and Matty.
I did a terrible thing last weekend. I had too much to drink at a party and hooked up with a black guy from the track team. It was consensual and he used protection.
I told my parents I’m homesick and wanted to quit college but they got **. I got lectured about not ‘quitting’ my team. They also reminded me that I got a scholarship and they won’t be able to help me if I come home and attend a local college.
The guy from the track team has been bragging and keeps blowing my phone up with ‘dtf’ messages.
Hi! I hope you're monitoring your post and I hope things are getting better at college. Just curious, have you hooked up with the black guy from the track team again? I'm also curious if you finally joined your roommate and Matty.
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Hi!
If you have hooked up with the black guy from the track team or if you joined roommate and Matty. Can you give details? I've read other confessions and it's ok to add details. Just curious. I hope you are doing well.
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My Matty and my roommate have stopped pressuring me to join them for now. They will give me more time and I can join them anytime I wish.
I've met Jahimon two more times for **.
Hi!
Thanks for your reply! I hope everything else is getting better at your university. It is ok to share more details if you wish. Before Jahimon, have you only been with your boyfriend or have there been others?
Would you compare your boyfriend to Jahimon? Is there size differences? Does one give you more pleasure than the other?
I hope you reply soon.
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Things have gotten better. To answer your questions.
Before Jahimon, I had only been with my boyfriend. I was raised in a strict home and 'alone' time is very rare. We usually have to take a sibling on dates with us. I've only had ** with my boyfriend 5 times and it had to be quick.
Jahimon is much bigger. The first time we had **, it was a long time! He made me climax! I was so embarrassed but he told me not to be ashamed! I told him my boyfriend never lasted that long or made me climax.
We exchanged numbers and he kept sending me messages asking 'dtf'.
I finally gave in and went to his room while his roommate was out.
We had ** for a long time. He was working so hard and became sweaty. He made me climax again.
I met him one more time.
Oh my, you are exactly the type of girl our society needs! Liberated and ready to fight all prejudice, including prejudices against lesbians and Blacks.
Your father will be so proud of you when you and your lesbian lover each have Black babies to fight prejudice and injustice in society and raise them to spread ** Love to the hole world.
Weelee weelee weelee. pink ** and black **, what a life peet!