I am not gay. I have no physical attraction to males, I do not have any desire to date a man. With that said here is the confusing part. I very much enjoy a*** s**.
A few years ago I was curious and began playing with a couple of my wifes small d*****. I really enjoyed it. I started moving up in size and learning to take more. I began hinting to my wife that I wanted to incorporate this into our s** play. Possibly even her taking a more dom role and f****** me with a strap on. She was not interested in trying it.
At one point the d***** alone were not providing the excitement they once did. I went online and began looking to expand my play. I found a guy willing to do exactly what I wanted. I went to his home, there was no conversation, no foreplay, I was already lubed and prepared. I bent over the side of the bed, spread my legs wide. He began pushing his c*** into my ass. I immediately could feel the difference between the d***** and a real c***. It felt so much better! He f***** me good and hard. When he he got off the feeling of his warm c** hitting my insides nearly caused me to o*****.
Since then a couple of times a month I arrange to get f*****. I still have no desire to have an interactive sexual act with another guy. I do not suck c***, touch or kiss. I simply give a guy a tight ass to get off in. At the same time I very much enjoy receiving a*** s** and have my needs met.