Pleasure Addiction

That as I was growing up, I developed an addiction to s** and masturbation. It was as if I had very little control. The images of naked women captured my interest as I was exposed probably around 9 years old but age doesn't matter. After years of masturbation and s** I became addicted and started to buy s** toys. I used them on myself and became so addicted that after I was done masturbating and feeling disgusted I would throw the s** toys in the trash, or purge. I would then feel the urge and craving again to grab those same s** toys out of the trash and use them on myself. After cleaning them of course. I brought myself to an all time low. I probably wouldn't want to be with anyone who has done such a thing, why should anyone want to be with me? Addiction shows us things in many ways and I hope heroin users and other drug users don't ever shame themselves. The fight is not over and I will find a way to respect myself.

Jan 4

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  • I can absolutely relate to this. Exposed around that age and have lived with it for 40 years.

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