PLEASE HELP ME OUT ASAP!!!
I am ricky from india!I have parents had got seperated from each other years before when I was 14.Then just a few months age when I had turned 21,I recieved the news that my father is no more due to liver haemorrhage from excessive liqour drinking!A few months after that my only love....my girlfriend walked o0ver me because I had no time for her and that I loved my mother more than her.I loved her a lot but due to her I lost my two years of education because she insisted me on having a job when we were carrying around and to save money for our marriage.That was the time when I had still not graduated.
Now its all over with her as she does not even know to respect my mum and many more reasons.
Ialso had a friend and very good friend who really really used to be a light show-er for me throughout my school time.She used to like me a lot in my school time but I never understood that and till the time I understood the schooling time was over and it was time for us to move in college and we got far away from each other.I always remember her care for me and for my family too.She is a great girl and is now pursuing Chartered Accountancy course and has advised me to concentrate on ione thing in life and to complete it completely.I have also now decided to study further and complete my studies;if possible then higher education too and to be career oriented.
I like this friend of mine but I do not want to fall in any love and all from now onwards.I want the time to only open the secrets of my life's further chapters.At sometimes I have hinted to her that she is in my mind.But she too wants to be concentrated into her career first.
What should I do??Should I complete some career course like her and study??Do you feel she is the one for me??Her name is ANITA and my name is RISHABHH !!!Can you give me some advices in ife as I am very lost and cant understand anything.I am very low on self confidence now a days !!!
By the way my earlier girlfriend has chose a new boy with the help of her parents whom shwe is gonna marry later this year.
PLEASE PLEASE ADVISE ME AND HELP ME GAIN SOME SELF CONFIDENCE!!!!