Cannot stop

I have been sleeping with my stepfather for two years now. I know I should stop but cannot. Everytime I put an end to it, I break down and ask for more. He does me so much better than anything I've experienced. I don't know why I am so addicted to him. Is it the ** or am I in love or? Mom would kill us both. Is it the risk of getting caught? Or it that I feel so nasty when we're having **?

By Anonymous