Feel trapped in this world but not in my dreams.
Ever since I was a kid, I've always felt trapped in this world. There are many reasons for this is but I'll just give a few. I honestly felt like I just didn't belong, that I was trapped in a world that was I never meant to be in. That I just didn't fit in no matter where I went. My dreams on the other hand are completely different. Sometimes when I would dream about the hometown I used to live in, it would be different. In real life, my old hometown is small and doesn't have much but, in my dreams, my hometown is much bigger then I can imagine. There's more streets, people and buildings. There's no evil anywhere, no crime, no drugs, no money, no government and people can do whatever they want. I can't really describe my hometown in my dreams as it would take too long but, whenever I do have a dream about my hometown, I feel as if that is the world I'm supposed to be born in. Any time I do dream about my hometown, I often find myself wishing I was there instead of this reality.Apr 26