I dont understand why i cant dream about god

I had one terrifying dream of being left behind when jesus returned but that was a long time ago and now when i try to dream about god i get stupid dreams like a zombie trying to eat me or me trying to sneak and hump a sock without people seeing me doing it i dont like my dreams anymore and i hate sleeping now because i cant have dreams about god like i use to when i was a child

By jesusbride