Confused or struggling??

I've been fighting with myself and I have been for a long time. I know I'm attracted to women but sometimes my fantasies are of same s** encounters. but lately It's been really hitting me hard lately. The more I fantasize or dream of same s** encounters the more I feel guilty and ashamed. The more I feel ashamed the more I have them. I try and convince myself That I'm not really that way and find a lie to tell myself. I've always felt these lingerings and curiosities my whole life and I've had this struggle. Where I fight it. For some reason it's more prevalent now in my life. I don't want to be ashamed but I can't seam to shake it. I try and accept it but fear overcomes me. Why would I have this fight?? Am I really bisexual deep down?

Apr 28

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  • Hey I am a 59 year old white male who has always had feelings of bisexuality I love wearing womens bras and panties and lingerie and I have worn makeup and swallowed my own c** I have felt this way for my entire life what a struggle I have a recurring fantasy about having s** with a man I want to perform oral s** on him and have him do me analy I don’t find men attractive at all but I love the male p**** I wish I could talk to someone about this I am very manly but have a very feminine side which I love I don’t understand why I feel the way I do when I was younger I thought maybe as I get older these feelings would go away but they only got stronger this is not something I chose or something I wanted and I hate myself for how I feel and wish I could just accept that this is me I have never acted on my feelings but fantasy a lot so try to accept your self and how you feel I wish you the best

  • Hey I am a 59 year old white male who has always had feelings of bisexuality I have never been with a man but I love the male p**** I had these feelings from a young age I thought maybe as I aged that these feelings would go away but I found out that they got stronger I love wearing womens bras and panties and lingerie and I have worn makeup very manly but have a very feminine side hate myself for how I feel and what I do would love to find someone to talk to about how I feel so I can stop beating myself up over things I have no control over so good luck to you and all my best

  • Hey I am a 59 year old white male who has always had feelings of bisexuality I knew at a young age and I have never acted on my feelings but I will tell you as I have gotten older those feelings have gotten stronger I don’t know if it’s just a fantasy or that I am truly bisexual I don’t find men attractive but I love the male p**** I want to suck a man off and have him do me analy I love wearing womens bras and panties and lingerie and I have worn makeup I have swallowed my own c** I am so confused about my sexuality but think it’s just a fantasy so just follow your heart and feelings be you

  • Your want a man to hold your head while your sucking him off hey when I dress. As a woman I think about having two C**** one in my rear slit and one in my mouth

  • Obviously confused. Since your father is the author of confusion. Read the Holy Bible KJV and be baptized in Jesus's name. Repent.

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