My cousins are lame for that!
Well, i was touched when i was little by my cousins. I remember it but than i don't. I remember that i was like 5-7, in that range. I was so scared of the dark and he threaten to leave me alone in my big dark room every time i said no to his requests. So, i had to. Then! when i was 11, his little brother who was 17 touched me when i was sleeping! My brother was in the livingroom and we had to sleep in his room on the floor. He touch me down there. I woke up and i was so scared i didn't know what to do. I try and forget about it but its stuck in the back of my mind. Oh! and when the older cousin touched me and made me do stuff i hated, it wasn't just one time! Oh no!, like every weekend. A two years ago when i was 13, i mean we see each other at familly events. I avoid him though, I was talkin to my brother and he was like checking me out. :( He has a gf and child now. I swear to God if he touched that child!! Oh and this is my theory! He was also doing stuff to my older cousin but i bet she let him and yeah cuz her nephew was freaky too. He would want to make out with his cousins. WTF is wrong with my family?!!?! But i told my ma and grandma and i guess they went through it too, with their relatives. The whole touching part. Well i gave my number to this guy on the internet and he wanted me to touch myself but i wouldn't. I haven't yet. But yeah i told him why i wouldn't and he wanted details on what my cousin wanted me to do to him. WTF!? He said he was "helping". NOT REALLY! So i stopped talking to him. Than this other guy wanted to talk to me on the phone. Haha, i sound like a loser! XP but yeah so we talked and he told me he f**** his step sister! Gah! I know it's his step sister but! IDFK anymore. Not my life! I know i'm waiting to have s** after i'm married for sure! But, what if my boyfriend wants to have s** with me? I don't think i'll let him but then who knows :S I'm kinda of confused.