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My cousins are lame for that!
Well, i was touched when i was little by my cousins. I remember it but than i don't. I remember that i was like 5-7, in that range. I was so scared of the dark and he threaten to leave me alone in my big dark room every time i said no to his requests. So, i had to. Then! when i was 11, his little brother who was 17 touched me when i was sleeping! My brother was in the livingroom and we had to sleep in his room on the floor. He touch me down there. I woke up and i was so scared i didn't know what to do. I try and forget about it but its stuck in the back of my mind. Oh! and when the older cousin touched me and made me do stuff i hated, it wasn't just one time! Oh no!, like every weekend. A two years ago when i was 13, i mean we see each other at familly events. I avoid him though, I was talkin to my brother and he was like checking me out. :( He has a gf and child now. I swear to God if he touched that child!! Oh and this is my theory! He was also doing stuff to my older cousin but i bet she let him and yeah cuz her nephew was freaky too. He would want to make out with his cousins. WTF is wrong with my family?!!?! But i told my ma and grandma and i guess they went through it too, with their relatives. The whole touching part. Well i gave my number to this guy on the internet and he wanted me to touch myself but i wouldn't. I haven't yet. But yeah i told him why i wouldn't and he wanted details on what my cousin wanted me to do to him. WTF!? He said he was "helping". NOT REALLY! So i stopped talking to him. Than this other guy wanted to talk to me on the phone. Haha, i sound like a loser! XP but yeah so we talked and he told me he ** his step sister! Gah! I know it's his step sister but! IDFK anymore. Not my life! I know i'm waiting to have ** after i'm married for sure! But, what if my boyfriend wants to have ** with me? I don't think i'll let him but then who knows :S I'm kinda of confused.
I touched my younger cousin in her sleep once..
reached up inside her pajamas and pulled her ** to one side when she was sleeping in recovery position. her body was so pretty, perfect pink damp ** and sweet plump ** still bald. i wish i had known better back then because i wouldve teased her ** with my tongue and licked her **. but instead i just slid my ** gently inside her ** and she moaned slightly.. so i got scared and stopped.
i cant forget how pretty her body was but more than that her smell.. my ** was wet when i pulled it out and immediately there was such an exotic seductive smell from her **.. ill never forget it. i saw her recently too and we were in her living room, her sitting on the ground cross legged just looking at dog pictures.. and when i leaned in i smelled her sweet ** again.. the scent was leaking through her pajamas. i wanted to just rip them off and put my nose against her ** and inhale her intoxicating smell... i need to taste her soon.. i just absolutely have to...
Maybe it's because you girls look good and dress slutty? :/
you cant help what others did to you, your decisions are yours to make. I did not save ** for marriage. do i regret it? no. your first is someone you will remember forever though--DONT forget that. so make it someone you trust and love. its a precious thing to give away without alot of thought and consideration. You can only loose your virginity once.
------------> get over it baby!!!!!!!!!!!
SAVE ** TILL MARRIAGE!!!!!! You'll be happier trust meee :)
Its a family cycle that you should break.
In other word don't do what your family did to you/
...I don't know why...