I met an incredible woman years ago. she was perfect. she was sweet, intelligent, loving, giving and caring. she always gave herself to me gladly when i wanted her both physically and emotionally. she never told me no even when i asked her to do things that made her uncomfortable or nervous. she was modest private Christian woman, and I tested her commitment constantly. i had her strip naked at a construction site and pose for pictures on a piece of heavy equipment, I stood her on a bench and lifted her dress and pulled down her panties so the park workers could enjoy her nakedness. I even f***** her completely naked on the hood of her car at her apartment complex where everyone could see, and she did these things for me gladly.
i knew she was a keeper and the next step as to marry her. I wasn't ready and she needed to be married so i let her go. I was a fool! I know i hurt her and i am so sorry i did. i miss you and still love you, Cynthia Wilson.