I would do it again

I cheated on my husband last week. I fell bad but also it was something that rekindled something inside me.
I am a mother of 3 kids, married right out of high school. He is a great person and we have a great relationship. I would never hurt him intentionally. From the information you can assume I am not some young dumb girl. In my 40's and know better.
Last week a co worker asked me to have a quick drink with her at some dive bar near the office. I got there first. Half way through my first drink she called and cancelled. Before I could finish the drink a guy walked up and stood beside me at the bar. I would describe him as attractive but an "aggressive pig". He immediately ordered me another drink. I tried to ignore him. He kept giving me complements although very sexual. Then OMG he put his hand on my **! I tried to pull away but he clamped down like he was in a tornado. To my surprise I was highly turned on. He got more aggressive, grabbed me by the hand and pulled me into the bathroom. As he locked the door I nearly threw up. It was disgusting! In seconds I was bent over grabbing a dirty sink, my skirt was up and my ** were in around my ankles. He ** me like an animal. He was much larger than my husband and it was so different. He didn't care about my pleasure. He was verbal, slapping my ** and just using my ** to get off. He nearly drove my face into the mirror. He grabbed my hair and I felt him get off inside me as he grunted.
He didn't say a word, he pulled up his pants and walked out. I pulled the door shut and gathered myself. As I exited the bathroom I headed to the door with my head down. Went home and straight into the shower.
I feel guilty but God it was so different than the way my husband touches me. I wish my husband would do me that way sometimes.

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