My name is Emily and here is my first ever confession:
Some of you may be disgusted by this, but when I'm at home alone, I don't wipe my bum after a poo. Then I pull my knickers up tight between my bum cheeks and periodically check the brown patterns on the gusset of my knickers for the next few hours. After 2-3 hours, I have a shower and change in to clean underwear.
Leaving it any longer than that results in a very sore bum.
P.S. I'm a 34 year old married mother of two school age children.
P.P.S. I even disgust myself with this at times and promise myself that I'll stop, but it's my secret pleasure.