Skid marks
My name is Emily and here is my first ever confession:
Some of you may be disgusted by this, but when I'm at home alone, I don't wipe my ** after a **. Then I pull my knickers up tight between my ** cheeks and periodically check the brown patterns on the gusset of my knickers for the next few hours. After 2-3 hours, I have a shower and change in to clean underwear.
Leaving it any longer than that results in a very sore **.
P.S. I'm a 34 year old married mother of two school age children.
P.P.S. I even disgust myself with this at times and promise myself that I'll stop, but it's my secret pleasure.
I need a girlfriend like this
Wear plastic **
Does the smell or the look of it not bother you? It sure isn't a feminine thing to do and the onky guy i know that will ** on himself and go take a nap and not clean himself up is my ex husband. Dies it not bother you that those around you are giving you a disgusted look? I know I would be. I want to be as much feminine as possible because disgusting habits like that wouldn't help me to feel ( or smell) **. If you want to grab anyone's attention that's not a positive way to do so.
Read it again. She makes it very clear that it's something she only does when she's on her own at home alone, so it's definitely not for attention.