I feel like I lost it. I just don't feel like myself. I don't feel pretty anymore. Seeing pictures of you just getting prettier makes me kind of sad. You got prettier, and I didn't. I need to get on this s***. Go tanning, get some f****** makeup, lose some weight, get a haircut, get some highlights. This all sounds really dumb, but if you look better you feel better. So, my new goal is to fit into all my old clothes and stop looking like a bum everyday and I should probably also stop being a bum a get a job too.