He still doesnt know

This occurred several years ago, I was in my early 30s had 3 kids -- 2 with my first husb and one with my current. Now I was promiscuous in my teens before I married my first, we married right out of High school after all I was a teen mom with his child. Then during our marriage he cheated on me and I ended up also cheating on him, then ended up pregnant with our second son. About 2 years later I ended up cheating with his brother, this sealed the deal and we divorced, he was a bit abusive so I needed to get out. After the divorce I went through another wild free stage with a couple random hookups and 7 fairly regular partners over the next 10 months. My second husb was the last of the 7 regulars to come along but I was honest to some degree that I was seeing a couple of other guys and I didnt want a relationship. Shortly after we started out as ** buddies one of my other regular friends with benefits was getting possessive and vindictive for me being with others. Of the regulars during that time 2 were best friends and I had several threesomes with them. After married I settled into mom life again and we had our daughter. I was slightly upset as I gained some weight went form about 135 lbs to 160 lbs but I was 5-6 and still tried to work out some so I wasnt far but had pronounced curves. One thing the guys liked were how full my ** were. My husband had learned about my threesomes with the two guys and one I also did with one of my regular friends with benefits and his friend after they learned I did some with the other guys. Needless to say the discussions were more foreplay for him, he would touch me and use my toy or himself on me which was ok but not like the real thing. Then about 3 years into our marriage we relocated closer to some of his friends. A new city new friends, although I had met many of his friends before I didnt know them well and I didnt have many girl friends. One night his friend Rob invited us to hang out he had just gotten a huge promotion and raise at work and we needed to celebrate. My brother Andrew was also in town, so I invited him along. We pre-flighted at Robs apartment which was about a half mile walk through the woods from a local bar, I'll call it Waldos. During hte pre-flight we started playing drinking games and I was trying to distract the boys as they were fixed on my clevage so I started teasing them and flashing them a little. Rob kept hinting for me to show more and I was enjoying the attention even showing him some leg under my full length skirt. We live in a cooler climate and this was in the fall of the year, when we left for the bar it was in the 50s. Well during the walk I told my husband it was getting cooler and he probably should just drive our minivan to the bar and we would meet him there. I was enjoying the guys flirting with me and I knew it was just harmless nothing was going to happen. Well through the night the guys were buying me drinks and shots and at one point Rob made a comment about me being a mom and wearing Grannie **, I was actually offended and said I did not. Rob kept it up so I said I would prove it and I said to my husband Mike, what kind of undies did I wear tonight? he said he thought bikini or thong? Rob settled for a few minutes then said he didnt believe me or my husb and said I had to prove it, so I let him peek pulling the waistband of my skirt out letting him look down and see my bottom in the thong. He said I had a great looking ** and made a few more compliments to me, after a bit he asked me to dance. While dancing with me I was pretty drunk and he and a stranger were dancing pretty tight kind of grinding on me. Then Rob said he also liked my ** and would love to play with me ** then said they seemed like they would be great for ** **. I turned red and knew it was the alcohol but also was somewhat intrigued. We went back to the table and after a bit he again started making comments and said I was sweet and innocent, I think it was the shots talking but I blirted out about my past threesomes. At that point my husb was in the restroom so he didnt hear. The guys were speechless. When they looked at me it was kind of a rush seeing them all kind of desire to see that. The from that point forward Rob was asking me either to let him ** ** me or give him a bj. Most of the night my brother was on the dance floor trying to hook up. The bar was getting close to closing time, so we left back to Robs place. We had to walk back because there were cop cars in the lot blocking my minivan We left and the guys were talking of drinking more so I asked husb and my brother to get more wine coolers and the girl my brother met was also coming over. On the walk back Rob and I walked back and he slowed us down still trying to get a bj off of me and I didnt know what happened I gave in and just did it. We must have been gone for a bit because the rest of the group was searching for us and my brother found us he agreed to keep that a secret. We rejoined the party and ended up playing more drinking games, my brother left with his woman for the night, and the group waned to myself, Rob, My husb and Kris who was passed out on the sofa. through the after party I had gotten more bold even baring my chest as well as lifting my skirt even pulling my thong to the side at one point showing Rob when he was taking his turn. Before he left my brother had to start his car said the temp really dropped and his windows were frosted over. We played a few more rounds my husband was not really drinking anymore but he laughed when I flashed my bra the first time and pulled it too hard and a ** fell out the bottom so that led to me showing full **, it was kind of exciting. So anyhow I was feeling very tipsy so I said I needed to lay down and asked if it would be ok if I laid in Robs bed for a bit, my husb went in to check on me a few times and I said he needed to go enjoy the party. After a bit I asked him to go get the car from teh bar and that we should probably go, by this point Rob is also in talking to us. My husband left and Rob said he really liked the bj and loved seeing my ** asked if he could feel and ** on them I was kind of out of it but I also was turned on so I just let things go. pretty soon his hand is rubbing on my ** and he moved up to rub his ** on my **. before long I was sucking them again and he ended up taking off my blouse and bra, also hiking up my skirt and was ** me then he started eating me out. I was so turned on I didnt want to stop. It seemed like longer before it got to that point but it couldnt have been much more than 5 minutes for me to be exposed and sucking. Then he went down on me, I looked over and by that point my husband was only gone for about 15 minutes his best friend Rob was kissing up my body and I was into it pulling him up too. I felt him enter me and I told him he better go fast as my husband would be back fairly soon. I knew it was a 10 minute walk then the drive was about another 5 minutes at most, but he did have to warm up the car. Rob asked if I wanted him to come in me I said it didnt matter(tubes were tied). About that time I look up Kris is looking into the room and siad what the **, knowing Rob was ** me his best friends' wife. I missed the feeling of raw ** and told Kris to come over, I wasnt at all attracted to him but I loved the idea of a ** again I missed that feeling. Kris joined in on my mouth and hte guys switched positions a couple times. I think it was around the first time Kris was inside of me, maybe about 25 minutes after my husb left that I hear the door buzzer. I knew it was my husb but the guys ignored it. Then my phone ringing then Robs phone all a few minutes apart. I told the guys to hurry and come about that time Rob finished in me, I was pretty much just holding on to kris between his thrusts to my lips I looked up to him and said ** me hard... he will be here soon. About the time Kris said he was coming I heard a knock at the door, how did husb get past the security outer door?? must be someone let him in.. Kris started coming in me he no more than finished and I shot up into the bathroom. Rob and Kris pit on their headsets and turned on the video games, Kris then opened the door for husb. Both I know my husb would freak iguys covered for me while I was cleaning up. I am shocked Husb didnt know how hard I was just **. On the ride home I ended up giving husb a ** for a minute then when we got home I got into the shower and invited him to cover it up as well telling him I was naughty for showing off and he needed to punish me. That was the hottest night of ** in my life and the only time I ** 3 men within an hour. I know my husb would freak if he knew, on a side note my brother did confront me about hte bj and said the secret was safe with him he didnt want to see us split over too much alcohol, I wanted to hook up with his friends again but was too embarassed how I lost control with them so I avoided them for months after. by the way I did have multiples with those two especially when I heard my husb trying to get in it was super heightened.