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So trigger warning I guess. This is disgusting but I will try not to be too explicit. ** will be mentioned often and especially in relation to minors but idk if this is alright. Now I was a pretty standard kid for the beginning of my life. It was at I think 4th grade though that I discovered **. Pretty quickly evolved, got into ** games, cartoon **, anime, ** but this is when stuff started to really go off the rails. At that time I was about 11 years old. As during that time the anime community was very creepy and with the amount of **/harem anime I was watching, I unsurprisingly discovered lolis. Now for the ones who don't know what lolis are, they are characters that look like kids but are almost always very old. This meant that pretty quickly I came across loli **. Now over a few years about half the ** I watched was lol is. Right now I'm 15 and a couple months back the worst thing happened. I knew eventually it'd happen but I wasn't sure when. I was on reddit and other sites sending those "DM me anything" types of posts as that's what everyone was doing and unlucky me, I got sent an inappropriate image of a child. Then I tried to quit cold turkey but in a few days I came back. Then it happened again but after that the subreddit got shut down. Now I have to explain, I hate myself for it all but what should I do? I know what I am but I'm only 15. Therapy is not an option where I live. I don't think I can kill myself even though it's the right thing to do. Is there another option or am I just doomed? If you have thoughts, please tell me them. Help me or scream at me. It all helps in one way or another.
Your normal,that’s just who you are
Just think of it like this...if you were in prison and a dude twice your size decides to ** r*ape you, how would that make you feel? Well, that's how a child would feel any time an adult harms them. Why would you ever want to do to someone else something that you wouldn't want to happen to you? Distract your mind by watching other kinds of **. Believe me, there is nothing in the world better than lesbian **...a close second would be ** **. But anything non consenting is just wrong. Only weak people can't overcome such sicknesses. Don't be weak.
Try watching different **...again...and again. If you trained your brain to like this stuff you can train it to like other stuff. If you wait too long it won't work. Once you hit your 20s your brain won't change enough.
Do you still have the pic? 😳
Lemme know
I have these thoughts too, I can remember ever since I was attracted to anything I was attracted to younger people. Therapy is available, and can be specific to sexual disorders.
I’m the same way
There are online therapies you can look into, and free ones if you cant afford