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I think i turned myself into a pervert (maybe)
Honest this is not a troll. I wouldn't spent time to write something if it wasn't true.
English it's not not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes.
I am 27 year old female. I always liked ** with old and young. At my 19 i realized ** anime ** with children made me so turn on. Since i was 13 i knew i liked ** stories (even real ones) especially parents with their underage children, i mean preteens and teenagers.
I fantasize myself as a little girl getting touched and ** by older men or little boys.
I didn't mention it but i'm still a virgin and i think these fantasies might have to do with this.
When i'm lustful these fantasies are stronger and i ** 4-5 times a day or even more.
The thing is i wasn't like this before. I was never in love with someone my age (expect when i was a child). The last time was with my history teacher at my 15.
That's why i thought maybe my virginity has to do with how my ** gone high compared to the past.
I only turned on by the view of a naked child and a teenager once (there were boys), it was pictures i found accidentally. The child was in a nudist family and the other one was on Google and i surprised it has a picture of a naked teenager boy there.
I was ** when i saw these 2 pictures and see them made me even more **.
I enter to a site full of pictures of 3D ** with children and adults since last year and i turned on with things i never expected. Like a toddler girl sucked her daddys ** with he was caressed her little pussie.
The other thing i turned on was a picture of a dog ** a child.
All above i mentioned are fictional but are realistic.
The site has also ** too.
The other thing is i enjoy these fantasies i have, even when i have pedophiles dream (they started at my 22) i enjoy them.
I don't feel a ** even though these fantasies and stories with children having ** with adults or children each other, exciting me.
When i read comic shotacon, lolicon ** i want the 1 character to look like an innocent child (little boy or little girl) or to be both children and have ** and enjoy themselves.
I know fantasy and reality are not the same and i stay to my fantasy but i wonder if my virginity have to do with this.
The reason i am still a virgin is because i have difficulty with my self esteem and i'm embarrassed. Also i don't turn on with anyone in person.
My only difficulty is i feel like a pervert and i am embarrassed but at the same time i enjoy it.
At the same time i enjoy to hear about men or women who ** over little, innocent children. And i enjoy to listen what they want to do to them and how they can make them feel heavenly good with lots of **.
I swear i will stay in fantasy but to be honest if a handsome 11-15 year old boy came to me (i mean made the first step) and wants to have ** with me i wouldn't say no.
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