I think I'm in love with him, and thats a problem
I think I'm in love with him, and we have only been talking for 3 months... on the phone... and we haven't meet in person. I've know him for almost 6 years now, but all online, and only in recent months on the phone. Actually before the past few months i hadn't talked to him in almost 4 years.
Right now we have this phone thing going on, which i have done before and it didn't bother me. But this man has the power to make me cry, and has, without realizing it. He makes me giddy as all get out when i talk to him, and i have daydreamed about meeting his roommate, mother, and brother. And marriage. But we have both made sure that we both know its a phone thing.
But something does, and always has, pulled at me. I just can't help it. It's almost as if part of my mind knows something the rest of it doesn't. And he gets me, and says he loves talking to me, and HE calls ME every day, most days just to talk. So I get confused, or I let myself get confused.
I'm scared I'm going to fall full force a hundred percent and have my heart broken, and I'm terrified i have already done it.