Getting pregnant at 14

My brother's best friend kissed me for New Year's Eve when I was 14, he was 23. After that he put the "I own you" label on me. My brother gave him permission to have me. I was 14. I had to be nice to him. I was a young 14, looking back at the pictures I looked 12.

My mother walked in when I was sitting on his lap lowering myself down his pole. Can you imagine a mother walking in and seeing her daughter with a ** halfway in her? She screamed, he said my brother had give me to him, my brother told my mom that he had asked for me. My mother punished me.

I had to tell my mother that he had already had ** with me several times. I wasn't on birth control and I really wasn't in a position to insist on a condom. I was pregnant already so I was put off limits to him. In our province a girl couldn't get married until she is 16, unless the judge approves. My mother dressed in black with a veil. My father looked away. My brother was the best man. I had to answer out loud. 'Are you being force into this Marriage?", 'No
. 'Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?', 'Yes'.

I had to enroll in this school for troubled children. Most of the girls there were pregnant, a few had other problems. All of the boys there had problems. Fortunately we only had to go there while we were 'showing', didn't want some other girl getting ideas. My mother took care of my baby, I tried breast feeding for a couple of weeks but I failed.

I was young for my age, and my friends tended to be a year or two younger. I had to give them blow by blow descriptions of what it was like to have **, how being pregnant felt, how the baby came out. I remember this one girl when I told her that you could get on your hands and knees and he could do it from behind, basically describing doggy **. 'No way', You better believe it , that's how he had ** with me the first time. One girl asked me if it hurt, her mother told her it hurt, I guess to dissuade her from having **. I told her it didn't, girls liked it. I'm sure her mother hated me for that.

All in all, in spite of getting pregnant at 14 I survived.