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My new Gf and my old kink issues
To cut to the chase, I get a weird sexual arousal from watching girls use the bathroom, dont wannt touch or eat it or anything like that, just watching the act. Mostly the woman I'm with ofcourse. Now I've had a couple gfs in the past that have been more or less comfortable with doing it (mostly #2) in front of me but they had no idea how I actually felt about it since Ive never told anyone, they've just comfortable enough to just do it around me, talk about random stuff/brush my teeth while shes in there etc. and I act totally normal not really a big deal in the moment, but I fantasize about it later if I end up alone or something. cant stress enough im not a creep about it at all.
but this new gf I have, been almost two months. were doing great but she hasnt let me see her naked yet even though were sexually active. and I know her well enough as a person to know she isnt the type of woman to *use the toilet* around men in general unless musics blasting or im outside or sink is running IF EVEN that. I know the relationship is very new but the fact that I cannot even see her naked even though shes beautiful, flawless and loving in every way and I care about her VERY much, it just gets to me that I cant see her in her full glory in the bedroom, and on top of this weird bathroom thing just makes me feel insecure and kind of disgusting. but its torturing I cant help it. and I RESPECT her boundaries obviously lets be clear about that. but I get a weird jealous feeling when she goes in the bathroom or if shes getting changed with the door closed as if she has something to hide from me. Again I know this is new and some of this may get better over time. but considering im older and this is a more adult relationship, is this something I should tell her? if so, how do I even initiate a confession like this?
I really am at a loss and feel like a total loser here. but I appreciate any insight if someone has been in a weird situation like this
thank you for listening.
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