Need to get random thoughts out of my mind.
Every so often, random thoughts from my past will pop into my head for no reason. The thing is, these thoughts are from horrible moments from my childhood. On the way to work, three random moments from my past just jumped into my mind. 1. As I'm waiting for the school bus to pick me up, another bus that is going to another school drives past me and all of the kids stick their middle ** up at me. 2. My childhood bully threw some homework that my teacher gave me out the window and then smiled about it. 3. One year during winter, there was so much snow piled up outside my house I couldn't see the bus and was waiting for it. About 15 minutes later, my sister tells me that the bus is down the street waiting for me because they couldn't drive up to my house. When I get on the bus, the bus driver gets on the CB and tells his boss that he finally picked me up with his boss telling me that I need to get my @ss in gear. Even when I told the bus driver and another kid he picked up before me that I couldn't see the bus, they didn't believe me. So many traumatic things from my childhood just pop into my head even though I'm now a grown man and I honestly wish there was some way I could permanently forget these things because I'd rather have something else on my mind and not random childhood traumas.
Sounds like an anxiety disorder of some sort.
Holy **... No wonder this world is ** up. This is your definition of trauma?? I'm going to become a psychologist so morons like you can throw money at me to listen to you ** about things so petty and trivial... Don't worry I'll put on a serious face while on the inside I will be laughing my ** off with your money in my bank!
Toughen up kid or you won't make it in this world.
You're a **, ** can't be psychologists. You sound like a ditch digger or burger flipper with no friends. Yup, that's you.
I’ve had this happen as well. Sometimes random unfortunate moments from the past just pop into my head. It **.