Baby with fwb

I'm 45 year old women. I've been divorced for 12 year. I have 2 kids my son age 29 and my daughter age 18. If it matters, not the same father. What i'm writing about today is to just get it out. I have been going out of my mind. I'm pregnant and it's a mess. I haven't told any one yet, not even the father. I have know for 3 weeks and i am about 7 weeks along. About a week ago I was getting ready to tell my daughter and before I could, she told me she was pregnant. An by whom? Yup, the same guy i'm pregnant with. Tom
Tom, is a 35 year old guy getting a divorce. He is a customer of mine and i am a customer of his. Tom owns a heating and cooling business and I have a farm. Tom is obviously a friend. He needed a place to stay and i have a big house. Tom is a nice looking guy and is a nice person. I was easy for me to get comfortable with him. And he has the nicest ** i have ever sucked. He is big, he is over 6 feet. He has big thick low hanging **. He did something I have never seen any guy do. The entire time he is hard. Sperm is leaking out of him. You stroke him at any time. Come drips out. Giving him head. It's like sucking on a straw. He is really **. I never really was but he is a turn on. And ** with him was different. I wanted to please him more than i have ever wanted to please a guy. Hi on **, I told him to come in me and get me pregnant. i have no idea why i did that.
Jenny is 18 and grad from high school. I was hoping she would go to college but not now. She told me and show me. She told me that she was 13 weeks and that she wants this. She told me that tom is the father and she told me that it wasn't an accident. She told me that Tom and her have been having ** for 2 years and that they waited for her to be out of school. I'm thinking She is going to freak out when she finds out that I'm pregnant with her boyfriend when she tells me that they aren't boyfriend and girlfriend but just parent friends. All i could think about when Tom was ** me and asking me if he could come in me and said that if I had a baby we could be parent friends.
When i had ** with Tom it was wonderful. He made me feel loved and special. Tom made me feel like having a baby with him was what we were doing. When i found out i was pregnant, i was excited, i wanted it, and then i started to freak out. I had ** with Tom that afternoon and told him it was not a good time to have ** to see if he was for real. And sure enough, he came in me, waited until he went soft and slipped out, and then eat me out until a came. He told me the first time that he does that to make sure I organism with his come in me. The s3x is mind blowing.
So now with the new laws about abortion, i guess i'm having this baby. So let me break it down for you how white trash this is. Around my 46 birthday in about 4 1/2 months my first grand baby is going to be born. Short after that, I'll give birth to that baby's half sibling slash aunt or uncle. It doesn't get anymore trailer than that. I really not sure how to feel about this guy. Is he a pig for doing this to us ? Am I a ** for ** a guy at 45 without birth control and not only telling him but really wanting him to knock me up. The more I think about this the more I wanted this.
So here I am, 45 and pregnant to a guy thats 10 years younger than me. It's not what I thought I would doing at this age and stage of my life. Ultimately, I am going to be a single mother again. I mean what's this guys plan, stop in to see the kid for a little while and then take me to bed. After that head of to my daughter's room and fuxk her. What is he going to be able to contribute financially ? He has 5 kids with his wife that he is divorcing. I mean let's get real here for a minute. 46, 48 or even at 50 i'm never going to find a husband with a baby or toddler in tow.

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