Pam Gregg was your passing a blessing in disguise?
Pam you were an un lovely woman. Spending time with you I often wondered how unattractive your eyes were. You were way too thin.
everything ws fine until your mother passed away and you had no job. You hd no job skills. Nothing going for you. I could feel your pain but I could do nothing to help.
You moved in with a man old enough to be your grandfather. He was an old lonely man with enough money to keep a roof over his head. Nothing extra.
Yes you lived with the poor old guy but one day you told him you were going to take a nap on the sofa. You never woke up. You were never healthy and whatever was wrong took your life.
None of this was your fault. Maybe you should have learned some job skills but you were just not up to it. Your parents passed away leaving you nothing. At least you found a stranger who took you in and provided you a place to die in peace.
Jesus, that is sad