Everything. Nothing. Whatever you want to call it. I want so much, but have nothing. I don't have great friends, we barely have food and enough money for the mortgage. The guy I like, likes skinnier prettier girls. I'm not even that big. I'm not a great student, and I have no special skills. My hair always looks like crap, and I always have another pimple. My room is a piece of crap and no one loves me. I hate life at the moment. It needs to get better pretty darn fast.