I must be worthless

My love of my life is a young lady who is 1 year younger then me. Early on in our relationship she cheated on me with my brother and also my childhood friend.
I forgave her and we moved on. But later on I found out that she also had a ** with a married couple not long after the first two affairs. Again it was in the past. We were both young and stupid. Then one day a guy a work who is kind of my bully sent me a link to a video on an adult armature video website. The video was my now wife with my father, mother, and her now husband.
I couldn't believe it. It was her. And worse still there were more videos going back years. In one video the camera is on her face and she is openly mocky me. She was telling a story about how my friend and brother would ** inside of her, mouth and **, then she would come home and make out with me before getting me to go down on her.
My parents were in the video laughing as she went into detail.
I came home to confront her. My parents were there too. As I did they just looked unapologetic and said I should watch more of the videos.
I'm still with her. I love her. So do my entire family as it seams.

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