At least you recognize and admit to your problem. NIW it's up to you to decide what you want to do. Let it remain that way and nobody trust you and be unhappy the rest of your life or think positive and tell yourself that you will no longer live by your narcissistic ways and live a better life. I'm not sure why you admitted to this but it's the first step in bettering yourself by recognizing the problem first.
At least you recognize and admit to your problem. NIW it's up to you to decide what you want to do. Let it remain that way and nobody trust you and be unhappy the rest of your life or think positive and tell yourself that you will no longer live by your narcissistic ways and live a better life. I'm not sure why you admitted to this but it's the first step in bettering yourself by recognizing the problem first.
I meant to type now.sorry