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I cant stop eating
I am an obese 30 year old woman who secretly eats non stop whenever I am away from the public. It has become so bad I have trouble walking because of all the weight I have put on, but yet every night I keep on eating and eating.
I am scared that one day I might eat myself to death but I just LOVE food and being fat. I cant stop myself and the weight keeps piling on.
My husband isnt helping any as he keeps telling me I look ** at this weight and he keeps buying me as much food as I want.
Please don’t take this the wrong way but I’m not going to post my weight every month. My situation is not for ** material. I’m literally fighting a losing battle for my life and I really don’t want some people getting personal enjoyment from it. It’s just too upsetting for me that some people might be enjoying my situation in certain unsavory ways.
Then stop flaunting you gluttonous disgusting lifestyle. If you are so unhappy with your blubberous body then put the fork down and STOP EATING. Just say NO to your sick twisted husband and close your big fat flabby gob.
I know I'm probably not alone, but, I check this blog basically every day in the hopes that there's been an update of some sort from you. It would just be great to hear from you and know that you're still there and how you're doing, if things are getting better for you and what not.
Please keep us posted, we have good intentions.
Thank you for your concern, I’m still here. I really do appreciate that some people do care. It’s sometimes hard to remember that there are people out there that have actual concern for someone like me. Most people think I’m just a big fat disgusting blob who is unworthy of any compassion. Most people think I chose to be this way and that I’m perfectly happy living like a prize hog. Well the fact of the matter is I didn’t choose to become this way. The reality is that I have an addiction to food that I cannot kick no matter how hard I try. No one can even imagine how hard I’ve tried only to fail again and again. It’s just easier to give in especially when it pleases my man and the circle of people he has surrounded me with so much. At this point I’ve pretty much resigned myself to the fat that I will be this big and or bigger for the rest of my life. I guess in a lot of ways it could be much worse. Overall I’m happy, well cared for and loved by my family. I have all the food I can eat and I’m pretty much as pampered as one woman can be. In light of those facts I guess allowing myself to grow as large as possible for the pleasure of my husband is the least I can do.
BTW, in appreciation of your concern I will tell you that I was weighed in July and I weighed 732lbs. I seem to be gaining at a lower rate so hopefully I will level off soon.
Hopefully you will explode soon and spare us the spectacle of your helpless bloated body being cut out of your home like that huge lump of fat slime they found in a London sewer.
I'm glad you're still here. Honestly it's hard to believe that most people don't have enough compassion to be concerned. Just know that people like me know you didn't completely choose this and that things aren't the way you exactly hoped they would turn out. I'm glad you're finding the bright sides in the situation, and it's good to hear that you're overall happy. I wish the best of luck to you, and I'm sure plenty of the other people who read this confession do as well. Keep us posted and let us know how you're doing every once in a while.
You want that fat disgusting hambeast, don't you?
It is good to see you post again. Honestly I was worried for you. Your last posts seemed very desperate but this last one you seem more relaxed. Hopefully you are coming to terms with yourself and your life. Just enjoy each day as it comes and love the person you are. I’m sure your husband wishes that for you also and is simply trying to keep you happy in the way he thinks you wish to be kept. Hopefully you will post again and you will be happy.
Hey, just so you know, I still check this confession every now and again, hoping to hear back from you with the hopes that things have been getting better for you. I still care, and I still wish the best for you, so I hope at the very least things aren't any worse. It'd be nice to see you post again. Best of regards to you.