I want to get a black woman pregnant.
I am white and for my whole life, my dad has made racial slurs towards many different ethnicities. Black people being the most targeted. When I was younger and I would ask him for help with something, he would respond with, "What do I look like to you? Your g*****n n****r slave?" Or, If I asked him where he got something he bought he would say that he "got it from a n****r running down the alley." He once called me a p***h m****y and then asked me if I knew what that was. He then said it was a n****r and he laughed at me. I wanted to punch him in the face for that. My dad detests rap music even though rap is performed by different ethnic groups. Vanilla Ice is white but my dad can't stand rap music no matter what color the performers skin is. As far as my dad is concerned all rap music is "n****r music" and the only thing black people rap about is doing drugs, killing people and r*ping women. My dad once wouldn't let me watch the movie Pootie Tang and even said that "all black people are the same. Nothing more then a bunch of cold blooded murderers who want to see nothing more then the extinction of the entire white race." that I need to understand that "blacks think they're the majority and whites are the minority." I've grown so sick of my dad's hypocrisy and ignorant beliefs that now I want to find and impregnate a black woman so that not only my dad will end up with a biracial grandchild, but also, deep down inside, I can make sure that my dad realizes that I don't follow his racists beliefs. I've only gone so far as kissing one black girl when I was 16 and another black girl who is my coworker who not only let me kiss her but touch and kiss her bare b**asts. But, now I want to take it farther and get a black woman pregnant just so I can p*ss my dad off to no end and have him spend the rest of his life knowing that he's now a grandfather to a mixed-race baby.Apr 18