** or angry on my mother in law

I am married 35 years old guy.before marriage i was informed from girl side ,that both of their parents are divorcee and again remarried. I took a call and married as i liked the girl. After marriage i came to know my mother in law had many affairs earlier and even now.the so called married guy ie my uncle left her after he got attracted to another lady. So my mother in law is single again .but I got chance to see her phone and lot of male friends and lot of what'sapp messages in which she used to send her normal pics and used to have calls at late nights.
She is doing business as well and got lot of male as well female friends.
I was angry against her acts so in order to show my anger against her I started posting her pics and get bad comments in some forums. i was got caught by her some how and also by my wife.i explained her about her acts but she said as she is my mom, u can't do this.i asked sorry to all her family members and all became normal.this happened almost 2 years and again recently I got tempted by her acts again i took her pics with out her knowledge and posted. Again i got caught and my wife is in total anger against me i requested a last chance so that I will not do it again.but my wife is totally frustrated.what should I do now.
I am totally confused..
What's my problem ,whether i need some phychological consultancy.

Am i angry on her or ** on her.

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