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I hate myself
I sometimes want to kill myself. I hate me so badly. I am a horrible person. My personality is **. I am fat and I am ugly. I want to be someone else. But I am afraid to make the change to a new identity. People would think I am insane. Maybe I am.
^ agreed!
you WOULD be missed
If you don't like your situation, change it. An yes, it is as easy as that. As long as you have the courage.
It's normal to feel that way sometimes, but remember, "the focus of your attention determines your reality". If you're focused on your self and the things you don't like about you or don't have, they you're going to be miserable. After all, the very source of suffering is attachment and it sounds like you're attached to your desires. My suggestion would be for you to focus on the good things of your life, and how you can help others improve their lives. If you can volunteer or help people, you'll discover that no matter what you look like or how much you have, you'll feel very good and life will have a positive meaning again. Go read to children at the library or to older people at retirement communities, you'll see how wonderful your life can be.
Don't give up. Life is worth living. Good luck!