Courtney

I went to college with Courtney several years ago. During the course we were amazing friends (and more in some aspects). We’d help each other on course, through problems we had in our lives, and send each other photos and videos to help each other with certain things.

We never thought we’d work out as a couple, as we both had kids from prior relationships, weren’t looking for anyone at the time, and life was just to busy at the moment. Then the worst happened. We just stopped talking. She shut down her fb, changed her phone number, and we lost contact.

Well I seen her the other day, in all her petite beautifulness, but she’s now married, had another baby with the guy she’s with and seems super happy. Which I’m happy about, but I’m also jealous as ** of the guy she’s with, who’s also a great guy.

Why the ** didn’t I take the chance back then? Why didn’t I just man up and lover her and let her love me? Reading back through old fb messages and I realize now the signals she was giving me, and I was giving her but we were both to stuck in our lives to change it… fml now I’m stuck with someone whose half the amazing woman she was, and I almost hate my life because of it. The ** am I supposed to do?

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