Not sure what to do
I have read alot of the confessions on here that i think are not true but here is one that is...I was molested when i was young 5 to 6 years old by a friend of the family he was 5 or 6 years older than me. I am male and he would make me fondle and suck his p**** and either make me swallow or watch him j*** off and c**. I didn't like it at first but then i got to liking it and would want to do it. then he tried to have a*** s** with me & my mother caught us before it happened and i got confused my mother hated him and told me thats wasn't right...My point is that not very many people know it happened and now at 33 i have had urges to have s** with men and have. Until recently I have had to hide the fact that i'm bi from all of my girlfriend and my wife we are divorced now. I found a woman that is bi and just joked with her that i was to & she liked the idea so she started playing anally with me and we have had a few threesome with both men and other woman I love it she really understands and enjoys it as much as i do and she doesn't judge me for wanting to have s** with men she likes to watch and join.My question is should i marry her because she is so accepting of my sexual nature and that we get alone well or should i cover up my bi side and find another woman and settle down?