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In love
I still love her... The one person I shouldn't love. I wonder what she is doing right now, I want to know how she feels. I want to experience that connection again. There is part of me feels like I will never have the same level of connection ever again, and I fear I missed my chance at true happiness.
I am afraid of truly living my life. If I divorce and chace after her, would I get it? Would I end up with nothing? Would my life just become **?
I also don't know how she feels. Does she feel the same way? We had something truly special, the keyword being had...
I blacked out... I had no idea what I said. I probably bared my soul and that door likely closed forever.
#metoo