Older "Straight" guy

I am married and have been for about 40 years. The first 30 years of my marriage I was totally straight, never had a gay inclination. Then for about the past ten years I had a few gay hookups. I just seemed to all of a sudden gotten attracted to c***. I love kissing it, making out with guys, foreplay. Very hot and passionate. I tend to like the older, femme guys. There is something about ** another guy that completely turns me on. I try to suppress these urges not so much because they are homosexual, but I don't like cheating on my wife.... even so when I have ** with my wife I am thinking of guys. I am religious, but I can't seem to stop thinking of guys. I so enjoy the touch of other guys, and can't seem to control my obsessions. Should I try to find another trustworthy guy that I can have a discreet affair with. Should I seek professional help? I'm pretty sure the obssesions will just continue grow.....

23 days

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My mother believed in God and the afterlife but I do not

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