Feelings...

In 2015, I started engineering diploma. I was 15 and about to turn 16. I was fascinated by Big F on MTV. Our college did not have any girls, but we did have a female math teacher who was like an angel to me. I don't know how, but she started approaching me. My weak conversation skills and introverted personality acted as a barrier. It would have been perfect if I had acted appropriately at that time. Imagine losing your fantasy with such a powerful woman. I don't know how I got her number, but I spoke to her after 7 years. It was nothing. Time passed quickly and I was just a random NPC in it, sitting alone in my room beating my meat. Somehow, she got into my head. She came from somewhere, trapped memories. Someone is playing with me. Someone wants to trap me in something. I have been living with schizophrenia for 5 years now. How did I end up like this?

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