My internal demons
I have been having these desires of a sensual nature. I wish to be bound, beat, and pegged by a woman. I want to take on the pain of every victim out there and be destroyed. This thought turns me on and im not sure why it does.
I don’t want to hurt anyone I just want to be hurt. Like be a victims rag doll for her to take her anger out on.
Sorry if this offends anyone and I don’t mean any disrespect towards any woman who has endured abuse of any kind. I just wonder if reciprocating what has been done will help the healing process?
I’m in a similar position, but with cuckolding.
I want someone I absolutely hate to ** my wife and for her to become his **.
Easy enough solution would be to simply register as a Democrat, they thrive on being submissive and apologetic to every group.
Just listen to a Donald Trump speech. That’s about as painful an experience as any out there unless you are a redneck idiot.