Miss my exs

I have had two ex wives and several ex gf’s. I always loved showing them off. My first wife had great legs and I would talk her into wearing short skirts and loved showing her off. My second wife was a petite woman with large ** and long **. I loved showing her off too. My first was ok with miniskirts but was always self conscious if she thought someone was seeing to much. My second was more confident I guess. Mini skirts and tops accenting her ** were no problem. If someone might be seeing a little more than normal she was ok with it. She even told me she liked that I wanted to show her off. Took my second wife to a ** beach and gave her just a tiny thong to wear on the beach. She was ok with it if I wanted to show her off. We walked the beach. I would stop and talk to someone and introduce my wife. She seemed to be pleased when they would check her out **. She liked me showing her off. We were in a crowd on the beach and I introduced her to whoever I talked to. They would take in her pretty ** and she made sure they could see them. We stopped to watch a volleyball game on the beach and they took a break and we walkover to talk to them. There was about 10 of them and I wasn’t sure how my wife would react to all of them. They were very polite and weren’t staring at her. When I introduced her to them she surprised me by saying to them “it’s ok if you want to look at my **. My husband likes me to show them off”. Now that they had been given permission by her they were not shy about looking at her bare chest. They even made bold comments about them and her amazing **. She took their comments well and put them on display for all the guys. As we walked away she said ok let’s talk. She said I know you like showing me off. I said yes. She said I like showing off for you. She said and honestly its nice having guys admire my bare chest. So let’s enjoy it together. She said I’ll show them to everyone you introduce me too. If someone is shy about looking She said she wanted me to tell them it was ok. I agreed. We had a table on the beach outside our room. Ww were setting having lunch at the table when a couple guys we met the day before walked by. I invited them to join us at the table. My wife had a towel around her neck that was covering her chest. They joined us. As I introduced them to my wife again she pulled her towel off revealing her pretty **. They seemed a little nervous when she did it. I said guys, take a look at my wifes ** and tell me what you think. She put then on display and they admired and complimented them. She smiled and said it’s ok if you like looking at them. She said I like getting looked at. We had a great time. Fast forward 10 years and we got divorced. We had a lot of fun times and I miss showing her off. Showing my girl off is something I still enjoy. I dated a stripper for about a year. I would go to her club and watch her dance ** on stage. I wasn’t jealous and loved the guys watching her. She enjoyed her dancing and knew I liked showing her off. She was ok with it. I would occasionally take friends or coworkers to the club and we would watch her dance. When I would do this she would always make a point to stop at our table before she got dressed. I would introduce her (still naked) as my girlfriend. Sometimes she would take five minutes and set and talk to us naked. She would say its ok ti look guys that’s why I’m here. She would always come by our table after her set still naked so I could show her off to my friends. Well today I’m not with anyone and I really miss showing off my exs. I would love to show off my first wife’s gorgeous long legs today. I would love to show off my petite second wife and her pretty ** again. Even my stripper gf would be great to show off naked again. I guess I’m just living in the past and those great times are over. Any suggestions on how to move on?