i'm a bad person:but i am getting

i'm a bad person:but i am getting better
sort of

i have cheated on all my bfs:except for my last one

i used to get drunk every week:now once a month

i used to be a **:its been 9 months since i last did it

still not getting better:
-my best friend is dating a guy that i had ** with (it wasnt completely mutual)
-i used to be anorexic, i got down to 103 pounds, i now weigh 115 and i hate myself everyday, everyday i tell myself i'll change, but i wont stop eatting, so i'm currently using laxatives and i'm gonna start eatting less
-I lie to get attention, and i lie about stupid stuff ^ not the stuff about or below
-i tried to seduce my best guy friend whos in love with his gf
-i like to smoke
-i've never smoked cigarrettes
-my doctors over medicating me
-i dont believe in god, or anything
-i hate liberals and democrats and like george bush

my parents think i'm a virgin, just because i have the 7th highest average in my class, am on honor society, and many other clubs

i am my sisters idol, but i am the worst example for her

i dont like guys my own age, they have to be 1 or 2 years younger or 1 or 2 years younger

the last time i talked to my best friend i told her to shut the f*** up

i flirt with younger guys just for attention

i dont regret anything i've ever done

and i whine too much :-/ comments would be appreciated

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