I've lost it
So I've officially lost it. After ending my seven year relationship I met this fab guy online. We talked for six months and became good friends. We finally met and the first night it was massive chemistry - WHAM! I screwed up and slept with the guy. Wow it was amazing. That was a month ago. Haven't heard from him since. IT SUCKS!! Now I've met another man, who is recovering from a break up himself and seems to be alittle emotionally unavailable . . . WHERE ARE THE NORMAL MEN!??!?!?!?!?!