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distance is not a healer,time is not a magic word.
i was in a three year relationship with this guy.first true love.with eachother all the time.i was young...thougt there something more..something more exciting.i met some guy at a party...looong story short- i went back and forth with both these guys. got pregnant..didnt know whos it was.i couldnt go through with the pregnancy...i was too ashamed.in spite of what happened my boyfriend helped me with the abortion. and then on top of that another guy was interested in me...so i left my boyfriend to be with him.a year later...i have his child.
its been two years since ive seen or talked to my ex.im pretty sure he knows that i have a kid.i know he hates my guts.im sorry for what i put you through.but u really were my soulmate.i was too naive and dumb..and young.i dont expect you to forgive me......even though youve moved on i want to tell you that i dream about you every night.
I forgave you three months after you left. I always knew you deserved better than me and I was at peace with it. What killed me was the way you left.
The time I spent loving you were the most happy days I had ever known (or would ever be), I was damaged goods and wouldn't know just how damaged I was until years later.
I started reading the KJV bible and quickly realized that I knew nothing about Christ or what it meant to be a follower of His. I am still working on my faith but now I know that Christ loves me, He loves me so much that He took on the garb of humanity, took unto Himself my sins and the sins of the world than suffered and was crucified so that all who believe on Him may have eternal life..
You and your child (or children) along with your husband (or boyfriend) have been in my prayers, and I prayed and asked the Father through His Son Christ to lay NOT the abortion charge to your tab, NO I asked Him to lay it on me.. I pray you and your family are reading His Holy Word. I ask The God of Abraham to watch over you, to send His angels that excel in strength to your side..
I realize that this is probably not you. lol Even so I pray that you know the God of Abraham.
Love does not conquer all,
thats a fairy tale we've been told
to stop it hurting as we grow old.
But when you really get down to it whats the question?
Whats the question?
i dream of someone i was never with, never will be; i stopped thinking about him in the day. that made me happy, then he started haunting my dreams. no rhyme or reason and i want it to stop. i don't do unrequited.