OCD is confusing me sexually

I have OCD and I have been with 3 women and have enjoyed having s** with them, I have always been attracted to girls every since i was little i have always been aroused by them, about 8 months ago out of the blue i asked my self for no reason what if i was gay? after that i was thrown into servre depression I was fearing something that was unrealistic I am not attracted to guy i am attracted to girls but it nearly made me kill myself I feel so insane and like my mind is trying to make me become something that i am not I want to marry my girlfriend and start a family with her and I have no desire to have a man. I really can't stand my mind forcing me to constantly check myself and make sure i didn't do anything that seemed Gay, i know i need help but the last thing I need is to be judged or made fun of. this is a mental disorder and I have to count everything i can't stand this life i want to die


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  • OCDS are not rare afflictions

  • Dondero...just face it, you are gay.

    And stop watching gay p***.

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