I can hardly sleep anymore. I haven't reached full never-sleeping-at-all state yet, but I'm getting only 1-3 hours every night. Some nights I don't sleep at all. I'm incredibly tired all the time but I still can't fall asleep. I don't know how to fix it.
I thought I should quit school for this semester to relieve stress which might help me sleep, but my parents shot it down immediately and told me I had to finish the semester before I take any time off. I'm an adult but they pay my tuition and I'm afraid they'll not pay for it later if I disobey their wishes now. I told them I can't sleep but they don't care. I think they think I am just exaggerating.
I can't stand it anymore. I hope I die of sleep deprivation. I can't live like this anymore. Every waking hour hurts. Maybe I'll finally pass out in the street and get hit by a bus.