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I’m a 16yo girl and disgusting…
I’m a 16yo girl and I literally cannot stop having these disgusting thoughts. I just can’t help it. All I think about when I… yk.. is just the most awful things out there. I was groomed when I was 11 and ever since then I’ve been thinking like this.
It’s always related to SA, which I’m obviously against! And even worse, it will go to even pedo stuff. It makes me sick! I don’t know why I’m like this! I know it’s wrong and bad, but it just won’t stop! I don’t know how to deal with it anymore. It’s one of the only things I can get off to, and I’m borderline addicted to “DJ-ing”(if you get my drift).
I don’t even know what I’m talking about anymore. I just need to get this off of my chest. I’m disgusting, aren’t I?
Listen to some positive energy cleaning aura music on You Tube. It might help. It may not happen overnight but after a while it may help you.
I understand how you feel. I too have been groomed, but I am an older man who has been groomed at the age of 19 by people on a role-playing app, older, and unfortunately much younger than me.
It made me have those thoughts and caused me to behave in restricted behavior that could’ve gotten me into jail or a very serious trouble. Luckily, I snapped out of all that stuff and since cut off NSFW material from my life.
Having that stuff happen to you or anyone is not fun at all. I never get the appeal of those types of fantasies as in real life that ** would hurt someone. Thankfully, I never did hurt anyone.
Everyone, be safe out there and don’t let anyone whether in real life or online manipulate you as their behavior and actions and influence could damage your mind and eventually turn you into a monster
A lot of women have SA fantasys but in those fantasies you are in control of whats happening. In reality SA is quite frankly horrible.
It’s is common to think that way after what’s happened to you. If you want to chat more.
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Try watching the roleplaying ones instead of the reals ones. Try separating fiction and reality. Also dont sext with strangers because theyre creeps