True love

For over 30 years iv lived with the wonder of a girl that i should have married not stop thinking of her . Way i ** up . Marrying mother of my child and her with her loverd child inside her like way she had his ** inside her . Very hard to love someone and they do that on u . I dated my wife from 16 . Broke her in ** ** could be bit shy well thats impression she gave out . But she started going out more then not coming home then it stopped we seem get on n she wss ** mad for me then in weeks announces pregnant . Well what ** i had in those 9 months pure ** then has baby then starts acting strange ..the lover was in prison the baby was his i was stunned felt like i wss dyung . H9w no way couldnt n yes all true . Well then i met someone n wow totslly different . Likevmaking love yo best friend so loving . Eell then we got closer and she got pregnant but didnt i get a visit from my ex and wow she was hot i ** her all night made her feel like my ** but the ** trapped me she now also pregnant . What the ** i do . And guess what i married the whote for years n years id ** my wife thinking of my true love i play thinkijg of her but i also play thnking of my wife making me wait year and then letting a guy ** her after meeting him . Nights i lay at home n her feeling his ** slide inside her wonder was he better and had bigger ** . Wonder if she told him to ** inside her omg thoughts of it i often dream of watching them and my heart pounding with rage and jealousy but then all i think of is her getting ** by him n me at times . We went away to turkey few years back and we met other couples well one couple we hit off with and i soon copped on why the guy a turk was image of her lover . No way i said but i heard her calling out simon oh simon as he ** her like her orgasams were for simon at 1st i got annoyed . But kind of liked it n feeling of erousal i felt . Both couples got together and his wife fell asleep . My wife sat inbetween us n we chatted i daid to her i know reason why u picked him and she blushed and i smiled ok wel play it that way ss she put her hands on our ** . . I kissed my wife n then i felt it . His lips on my ** ** amazing