Mom obsessed

When I was going through puberty I was obsessed with mom. She was only woman I was around that summer regularly and dad was gone a lot driving truck. Looking back this was 20 years ago I’m 33 now I think mom knew what I was going through because she wore her t shirt around house and exposed her ** regularly. Idk but I was fantasizing about her all the time. And would try and peek at hw Ron her best and bathroom.
And got to see her ** a few times.
Mom caught me masturbating more than once and made no big deal about it and told me a few times I would go blind she would pick up my dirty clothes and continue on and told me once no need to stop because I see you.
Then she found my secret stash of pictures of he Ron swimsuit and asked me about them.she said it’s normal for boys to be attracted to their moms and let me keep them.
After that I would se she run he roa ties more often and she wore her laced **.
I think she liked me fantasizing about her.
She asked me what I liked about her the most once . I told her she had a nice body. She kept wanting to know what about it. I told her finally embarrassed her ** was nice. And she shook it at me pulling her ** down I saw it up close. I think if I wasn’t so inexperienced T time if I could go back and I would of flirted and put moves on her we would of had **.
But I didn’t I was only 14 and shy at time