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I think i’m a lesbian
I don’t know what to do. after thinking about it for a while, i think i just don’t like men? or maybe it’s just my bf. we’ve barely been going out for 2 months but i just can’t do it anymore. all i think about is women. they feel like so much more to love, i can also only ** if i’m thinking about a woman. there’s this girl i’ve been friends with for a while and i swear she just feels like a beam of light in my life. if i could die happy it’d be with her. i plan on breaking up with my boyfriend next month and then just seeing if im actually gay or if it was just him. i’ve had crushes on guys before but i never pursued them into a relationship. i definitely know that my bf is not the one. i hate when he hugs me and kisses my cheek. i hate how he smells and he’s so standoffish to everyone. i want to be with a woman so bad but im in a small town and i don’t think id be able to. i don’t think id even be allowed to be gay.
Dec 23
My first experience was with an adult female, friend of my mom's when I was almost twelve.
I just knew from the very first time she kissed me that I was lesbian. Even though I was so scared of getting caught being with her friend by my mom, it did not stop me from fully engaging with her. We were both was as discreet as we could be.
I came out to my family as lesbian after college but I omitted all my sexual activities as a child with that family friend, an adult, for obvious reasons.
I was also very active with an adult during my late preteen and my very early teens. My parents too have no idea exactly how active I was as a child to this day.
Looking like you might be bi at least. Break up with the guy and stop wasting both your time.
I discovered my preference early, around eleven, at sleepovers at one particular friend's house. Both of our parents have never found out how active we were as kids...despite having had one close call at getting caught...we managed to keep it secret.
I was like nine years old when I first saw online sites that had lesbian ** vids. I was at my bff's house for a sleepover and we had under the covers with her laptop to look at those sites. I just knew as I watched that I like girls like 100% more than boys. My friend and I experimented, she admitted that it felt sort but f awkward to her but to me it felt completely natural.
I noticed that I like girls just as much as I liked boys by the time I was twelve. As an adult female, I fully identify as Bi.
For those that can not accept and go out of their way to criticize my comfort level, my I point out the clear advantage I have. I have doubled my chances for a date on any random Friday night that a person with just one clear preference 💋
It was during sleepovers that I discovered how much I enjoyed being intimate with two separate girls from my small circle of friends. Boys were ok but when it came to actually doing stuff I always chose a girl. I always sort of knew but as a preteen I did not have the vocabulary to express what I felt. I grew into comfort with my orientation by high school. I did not come out to my family until after college. That was my journey. It was smooth because I accepted it to myself first. Find your own acceptance and everything will fall into place. ❤️