I’m a dumbass
I’ve had a crush on one of my best friends for about 3 years now. The only problem is that she’s straight ... I’m sure you’ve heard this before. Everytime I try I can never get over the feelings I have for her and I don’t understand why. It’s like I’m being punished by god or something or maybe I’m just a dumbass who needs to learn how to move on. We plan on moving in together and all that best friend s*** but I don’t know how I’m going to do it if I can’t get over these feelings. I think I’m more in love with the idea of her than anything to be honest, we’re extremely different and if we’re talking in a literal sense here I don’t think we would work out together. But it’s been 3 years!!! And I haven’t found anyone else that I like as much as I like her. There are times where I feel like I’m receiving mixed signals but then that could just be my delusional ass hoping there is slim chance she may feel the same way. I need help. Any advice on how to get tf over someone and fast?