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I miss my old crush while I'm with my partner
My first genuine "i am obsesed with you" crush was with my old friend from high school
I wasn't able to see them for a while because they moved schools, and once I was out of school I couldn't see them for long because they ended up moving states.
I used to sit up and night thinking of them and j**ing off to little role-playing we'd do over the phone.
But once I got in an actual relationship with someone, they found about my over the conversations with my crush and I haven't been able to talk to them since.
Now I cyber stalk all of their pages and save any pictures of them that I can.
I can't tell if I miss them or my mental image of them at this point as it's been. Roughly 6 years since I've been able to talk to them.
But still, I sit up at night hopping that I can have them back at some point.
I know I'm awful. I feel neglectful to my girlfriend, because I love her, but I just can't stop obsessin over my crush.
Them them them...